yes, yes i know. i've done it again. ive disapeared for a month. oops.
i had to read 3 boring books for school so of course that took up much of my time. and i also had some sweet 16s, that involvd me going to point pleasant or ocean city for a few days. but im not complaining

but never fear. ive been looking at all yur stuff. :]
and fav-ing. and commenting whenever i can.
however, i might not be able to get on here as much. and forget about me drawing anything.

i started school this week. and so far, i barely have time to sleep. and its only week 1.
even this week, im only going in 3 days. and my schedule is jam packed from concert choir rehersals to AP american and AP bio howmork and tests and all my other stupid with their pointless assignments.
so this is gonna be one hell of a school year.
the only good thing about it, i get to go on an overnight trip to salem with all my friends from school whoot !!
thats gonna be fun as hellas.
and so far, thats all ive got to look forward to rofl.

mhmm so yeahh. i should go off to finish my american homework now 0:]
keep up with all the art !!! ill be watching chuuuu ! <3

I havent been on here since March 18th. =o oops I've been quite the busy girl though. School was rough for the last few months since I had to prepare for my regents.

Since I got a new computer, a MacBook <333, all my favorites were deleted and I forgot I had this site on there. So I didn't come check on it. Until today. When I saw my stepsister's Deviant page open on her laptop. And I was all "Oh yeah I have one of those!!" I had so many messages and stuff to sort through !!!

So yeah. I've really been MIA for a while then. I'd like to know what you've all been up to. I've looked at most of our art. Amazing as usual Let's hope I'll be back more often now !! aha....

sorry all for being MIA for quite some time. like over a month. happy st. patricks day btw. :]

lets see. well school has just gotten more hectic. i might have to take a course next year that requires me to do 3 hours of off campus research 3 days a week, which is periods 7-9 in school. so the other 2 days id have to spend with my most hated teacher, dr barretto. ew. but whatever ill think about that. as well as taking pre calc.

2 fridays ago, the 9th, i went to my best friend sweet 16. had one hell of a time. i danced with my awesome friends ... including anna jess christiana alex matt .. etc. had some grinding action too ;] heehee. steff's dais candle was hilarious, especially hwat she said about me. only id understand it lmaoo. the last hour was the best. i slow danced with matt lmao. and i got a nice kiss too. lol.

then i found out some news from nick about what went on at the boys table haha. nice stuff. and this past week its just been LAHFLKASHFLKASHLKSAHF. hell. im starting up the book julius caesar for english class. its a living nightmare i dont understand it ... sparknotes come in handy lmao.

yeah nothing really new with me. but id love to hear whats been new with everyone else. ive been checking deviant every now and then when i get a chance and checking out everyones art and you're all doing awesome, even though i havent commented directly telling you so :] so let me know whats going on int your lives :]

Ahhhh hello all! Happy Valentines day! .. yes yes I am a bit late but deal with it im a busyy girl

Well I had the most incredible v-day that I've ever experienced. And I will tell you. Meaning copy & pasting it from my xanga but perhaps I'll add more detail ;]

so then i went to spanish and got a pretty yellow carnation from emily and these really pretty red daisies from matt. and let me say, that was some entrance haha with nick and his red hair!! ... the flowers are in the vase in my room whoot!!

and seeing that is all I have from my xanga to describe the wonderful event I then must go into some kind of detail ... I can't leave you hanging!

On my way to physics 2nd period my friend Nick said that I would be getting a big surprise 3rd, which is our homeroom. So I'm like ok ... so I was all jittery and stuff. So 3rd period rolls around and i'm like ok its probably gonna be a carnation from ... Jasper goody. not.

So people with carnations keep coming in and out of the room. I recieved one from my friend emily. And I was expecting more. But none never came. Then suddenly the people stopped coming so I'm like THANK GOSH!!!!! Haha ...

So Mrs. I is saying how we are to write love letters to someone, in spanish. So I'm like ok and as she is talking about doing just that, Nick comes into my class. We were actually just tlaking about him cause he like died his hair fer the occassion .. but anyway, so he came in. And he had a red carnation in his hand so here I am thinking "oh great, hes come to personally give me the carnation from Jasper. Just what I wanted pshh"

So everyone is like OMG HI NICK WHATS UPP? NICE HAIR! and hes like guys, be quiet for a minute ok. So then my whole entire spanish class gets all quiet to hear what Nick hadda say. And this is what he said, "I have a very special message for Miss Monique Razzouk.."

And from the door, comes none other than ... Matt :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] With these beautiful red daisies. My jaw went like, crashing to the ground I was so shocked. He came over to me, and I got up, still in shock ahah, and he gave me the flowers and said "Happy Valentines Day." And i'm just like "....." <-- speechless. lol. So he tells me he'll call me later ... which he never did >< ... and he left. And I still sat there with my mouth hanging open. Steff closed it for me though haha.

So Mrs. I was like ok now listen up, and she saw I was still in my dze and was like, not like she;s gonna listen now. HAHA! but anywhoo ... last night my firend Kristina did some investigation and was on Nicks myspace and saw a comment from matt saying that he should have sung me the grease song also. The song from the movie grease ... You're the one that I want!! ahhh happy hapyy

so yeah I had a preeeety kickass v-day. I'd love to hear about yers And sorry this is so long I just got so carried away in detailss!!

Well I have a week off ... and still will not be able to submit. I have to read all Quiet on the Western Front and have to start my stupid global project annnnd have to do my english survey project annnnnnnnnd my mucho amount of physics homework ... over my break :[ boo teachers suck.

well obviously i havent been on deviant lately. ive been way to busy in school. and other stuff.

normally i update almost daily on my xanga. so chyeahh ... if you wanna know whats going on you can go to my xanga

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and if not then ok lol :] so its like 11 and im talking to matt and steff, have a major headache and so i bet ill be going to sleep now. ill try and get back on once in a while ... if deviant stops being as slow and retarded as it is lol